My Last Morning Coffee - the notes

I've been here for 2 months. Still haven't find what I'm looking for. I think my Indonesian family just don't wanna be found.

I saw this girl moving into this neighborhood. She's younger than me, 25 I guess. Pretty cute...
Every morning I saw her riding that yellow motorcycle.
Always curious bout what I'm doing.
One day she said "Pagi..." but I didn't say anything. I keep staring at her, she got scared!
hahahaha...yeah that was funny!
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Last night I saw a guy walking her home. They kissed. New boyfriend, I guess.

The plan was, as soon as I'm done with the legal matters maybe I can date her.
But since I lost my chance, I'll just make friends with her...
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It was raining heavily. She came up, soaked up wet with 2 beers in her hands.
Suddenly she just smashed into me, and cried.
She told me everything, then I realized I still got that chance.
There's no way that i'm gonna waste it ...
I won't let go!
She's mine now...
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Today she took a day off just to make sure I got to the airport safely
Better of this way
Before we get in too deep and become much harder to let go of each other
I wish I could stay
I do...
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I can hear it in her voice
She's missing me...
Don't worry, Luv
I'm right here...
Just a phone call away from you

But then she said she didn't believe in a long distance relationship
Alright, I guess I won't stand in her way...
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Been here for 5 weeks now
Mom's not getting any better
That night I heard she was talking in her sleep
It was something like "..go on. but promise me to be happy.."
The next morning, she was no longer breathing
She's gone...
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I finally made my cousin take over the restaurant after 2 months convincing.
Now I don't see any reason to stay here.

I should go back.
Build my very own Spanish Resto.
And if I can marry a local girl, I might get permanent residence permit
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I'm coming, Luv...
I need to know if I can have you one more time
But this time I want it all ....